Sigh, what are we to do when we have nothing to do, or bored of doing things we were doing, or perhaps have no one to talk to. This blog seems dead. I've never posted in close to a month, but this day, while chemming till 1.32AM i'm nearly dead and i decide to think aloud, publicizing my evaluation of my life over the last month, since my last post.

Thank goodness this blog still exists.. if not i'd be super bored with nothing to do...
The previous month has been exciting.. enough.

Addition to my life :
- new friends: Sylvia
Yan Perng
Han Yang
Eehsien
The rest i consider less significant.
Three names above, three new people to talk to. Amazingly, they're the nicest in my contact list now. For now and probably will be for months to come as i convert myself into a near anti-social mugger-like thing. Note i said "thing". I'm not even human now. Anyways, how i got to know the above... its a long story that i shall crap about now since im close to dead bored.
Got to know them through NY p5 camp. (duh) thats not the thing.. its how I got the chance to be there. Through council. Council change lives. It changed mine, at least. Last year i can still remember at the start, how i was a little reluctant to join council. Thank you, ms tan for suggesting I try for council. If I hadn't, my life would be as empty as before.

Whee..... enough of new friends.. Evaluate MYSELF, more importantly. Well, its significant how i've been able to use my language more wisely over the past month. At least i think so.. Its great to be able to talk better with uhh.. how should i put it. More.. polite manners. yipee me and thanks fer the encouragement by the various people who actually did. Not many, but still, thanks. Besdies that, i picked up a comb for the first time in... years? I decided to attempt uncurling my hair. Should be tough, but fun. What other things did i achieve...
Oh yes, definitely. I grew up. Mentally. I figured that i should learn how to prioritize my things and i think im doing fairly well as of now. Late friday and saturday nights to study and mug and of course homework. When im bored or half dead, switch around. Some PT in the room would do just fine. I'm quite impressed with the fact that i've managed to study till past 1am for the past nights and including tonight. Results should show.. i hope at least.

ah im sorry for lagging 10 minutes. i happened to see this ant crawling up to my tiger softtoy and decided to.. ahem.. dispose of it.. in a violent way of course...... hehe. damn im going to get nightmares.

Right... I suddenly realise that if i were to spit everything out today, i'd have nothing for tmrw. Alright, i shall get back to chemistry for the moment and be back tomorrow, possibly at the same time.. ciao