Right. I was looking for something to post about to kill time when my parents came around to screw things up a little.
I don't know. Listening to music is wrong because there's GLOBAL WARMING and listening to music ON MY LAPTOP KILLS ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF TREES. sad isn't it? I'm such a sin. I'm killing the world.

I don't know. Turning my aircon on is wrong because i close my door and don't hear my parents coming home and don't go out to greet them. They tell me, "you lock yourself in your room all the time with the door close even I(my dad) comes in to greet you you dont come out to greet me" God damn it. you know i'm busy enough to keep myself locked in the room and your'e saying this shits.

I don't know. It's wrong to listen to music when i'm doing work. Yes. I got scolded to listening to music while checking emails.
They say. We have big and nice hi-fi system? Want to listen to music, don't know how to use the hi-fi system outside arh? 6+1 speakers, don't know how to use.
Yes. Right. Talk about global warming.

I don't know. I listen to Jack Johnson's "Enemy" they don't like it they say i need to listen to the right kind of music. Like what the hell. I'm sure Jack Johnson's songs are bad and noisy. What else do i have to listen to?

I don't know. They say they don't like to listen to the music i like. So i close my room door to play music, or i use my headphones.
"why the hell are you listening to music in your room all the time?"
"why the hell are you using headphones all the time?"
why the hell do YOU complain so much all the time when i'm trying so hard already to not piss you off.
Everything they say contradicts. But we all have to shut up to prevent ourselves from getting bleeding mouths, don't we.
*That's life. I guess. I shall continue to be obsessed with Jack Johnson's songs.*

The lyrics mean something. and i'm not amazed. One song probably has more meaning than an hour of.. talk from my parents.
These are lyrics i'd like to share becaue they're too freaking good.

"Enemy"
After we spoke I had a dream that I broke
The teeth from a mouth of a snake
That I choked on the teeth
They were mine all along

I picked up the pieces when I woke up
Put them in a boat made of things that I don't want to see
I blew on the sail
Watched it drift out to sea
The further it drifted the closer it came to me
I can't explain
So I took it apart built a billion boxes
There was only one key

You might think I'm your enemy
But that don't make you mine
And all I have now is empathy
I wish that you'd stop trying
Oh, please stop lying

Stop la la la la la la la
La la la la la...

I put hatred in a box then I locked it
The strongest one I made
I buried it all, grew a tree without thorns
And sat beneath the shade

You might think I'm your enemy
But that don't make you mine
And all I have now is empathy
I wish that you'd stop trying
Oh please stop lying

Please stop la la la la la la
La la la la la...
La la la la la...

They make sense, don't they.
Well, how i'd wish i didn't have to leave this world of talking to myself and seeing what i'd write here on this rectangular box, but i have to.
Camp reporting time has to be brought forward. I'm on MC, but i shall neither "keng" or "wayang" and just go for camp. I have course tmrw. starts at 7.45am and activities for camp ends 2am tonight. Someone wish me luck.
Off to packing...

and to answer perngs.
i'm not busy. i just don't want to say why my dp has been there for so long. I have nothing better to put anyway. and my tiger(s) are so cute. *bites*

okay. ciao.

Hello all. Hello to all who reads my blog or not read my blog or just stumbles upon this stupid page. I need to scream that tiny little bit of retardedness out of my head. bear with it. thanks.
RIGHT
APMOPS hosting tomorrow! Exciting! host guys and girls from KL. wonder if those cheerful primary school kiddies could pump some joy and energy into me. Tomorrow excused from lessons, but not from stress. I was all set to sleeeeeep more, wake late and all, then came sms. "see me at 7.10am outside staffroom." aw man, sucked. Yes it did, but i guess its my event and i'd be more than glad to see it uh.. succeed. yes. success. It's what we all look forward to don't we. Anyway, that was kinda.. okay..
Real spoiler came at com lab lesson la. Sneaks away to check email. sees this one from teacher. WOW. I have to go down to HTA tomorrow to collect T-Shirt for my NP-malaysia OEP. email writes "either from 9am to 12 noon or from 2pm to 5pm".
*thinks: Tomorrow, got double math from 10 to 11.20.. dont want miss. Go in afternoon ba!*
*thinks AGAIN: Tomorrow got Harmony cup training from 3pm to 6pm.. must go training leh.. but math more important. Sian. miss soccer training*
*thinks YET AGAIN: WALAO. tomorrow hosting duty 1pm must wait at boarding school till 4+... no harmony cup, no NPCC t-shirt collection*
Well, looks like i have to miss math and soccer, indirectly for hosting. but it should be fun.. as long as i don't die too badly. I'm just looking for a death with a little bit of reasonable amount of dignity. Just lectures. Don't scream. They should be fine.
OH, time to crap about today. shitty stuffs. lets see what happened... Things were fine UNTIL. UNTIL after school. Schedule looked like...
1.20 - dismissal
1.22 - find ms tan ask about hosting
1.26 - Service learning club event OT meeting
1.49 - find ms tan about harmony cup
1.56 - eat and walk to LT2
2.01 - IVP (gah i have something to say about THIS ONE.)
2.48 - walks to class to change into campcraft kit for NP trng
2.55- NPCC training
6 - bond with NP junior
7.49 - NOW.
Someone tell me i'm free!
OKAY. IVP.
you people talk about feeling cheated and getting scammed. I feel the same shit for DIFFERENT and OBVIOUSLY less pleasing(more pissing) reasons. SMB message writes "IVP @ LT2 @ 2pm on 21 May." I rush, i run, i pant like a freaking dog, reach LT2, and i really appreciate the teacher there who told me "huh? 2.15 then start what."
You can understand that feeling of pissness, right?
okok, 15 minutes wait sounded fine.. at least sometime for me to think about those i left out through my busy schedule today.
But, as we all know, we students who are supposed to be on time turn out to be more punctual than adults. Half or more of the times. 2.15 mentor come on time, stilll cann laa. It's just a little.. sad, that they prefer 3 to 1. They had to come at 2.35. Not a very pleasant experience to WAIT AND LAG, when you have TONS OF ACTIVITIES YOU CAN'T BE LATE FOR to come, AND HAVEN'T HAD LUNCH, and FELT LIKE SHITTING but did not want to be late and had to EXERCISE THAT POOR COLON OF YOURS.
sigh. nothing much more significant.
*feels better after screaming*
oh, this is best. hear this, and laugh at my stupidity
"HELLO MUM. I LOST MY SCHOOL UNIFORM, TOWEL, SWIMMING TRUNKS, NPCC AND COUNCIL BADGE TODAY!"
lesson well learnt - never put those in a shoebag.
now all i can wait for is timothy's phone call and news about.. a wet, grimy shoebag found at poolside.
*thinks of something to write about*
Oh ya, before i go take my shower (that's before my mum bites me), i shall make some.. i dont know. apologies? random comments? okay sure.
1) I'm sorry if i made your bills explode
2) I appreciate that you stop mocking me
3) I don't need airwick in my ass
4) Porn does not make me laugh
5) 2I-Technologies new greanade invention --> FFG (fermented flour grenade, not the usual SFG which means singapore fragmentation grenade or something)
6) I hope you like rascal flatts
7) I like my blue softtoy
8) I like my tiger better
9) I feel my ass getting bitten.
time to go ==;