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today.
Saturday, May 24, 2008

Right. I was looking for something to post about to kill time when my parents came around to screw things up a little.
I don't know. Listening to music is wrong because there's GLOBAL WARMING and listening to music ON MY LAPTOP KILLS ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF TREES. sad isn't it? I'm such a sin. I'm killing the world.

I don't know. Turning my aircon on is wrong because i close my door and don't hear my parents coming home and don't go out to greet them. They tell me, "you lock yourself in your room all the time with the door close even I(my dad) comes in to greet you you dont come out to greet me" God damn it. you know i'm busy enough to keep myself locked in the room and your'e saying this shits.

I don't know. It's wrong to listen to music when i'm doing work. Yes. I got scolded to listening to music while checking emails.
They say. We have big and nice hi-fi system? Want to listen to music, don't know how to use the hi-fi system outside arh? 6+1 speakers, don't know how to use.
Yes. Right. Talk about global warming.

I don't know. I listen to Jack Johnson's "Enemy" they don't like it they say i need to listen to the right kind of music. Like what the hell. I'm sure Jack Johnson's songs are bad and noisy. What else do i have to listen to?

I don't know. They say they don't like to listen to the music i like. So i close my room door to play music, or i use my headphones.
"why the hell are you listening to music in your room all the time?"
"why the hell are you using headphones all the time?"
why the hell do YOU complain so much all the time when i'm trying so hard already to not piss you off.
Everything they say contradicts. But we all have to shut up to prevent ourselves from getting bleeding mouths, don't we.
*That's life. I guess. I shall continue to be obsessed with Jack Johnson's songs.*

The lyrics mean something. and i'm not amazed. One song probably has more meaning than an hour of.. talk from my parents.
These are lyrics i'd like to share becaue they're too freaking good.

"Enemy"
After we spoke I had a dream that I broke
The teeth from a mouth of a snake
That I choked on the teeth
They were mine all along

I picked up the pieces when I woke up
Put them in a boat made of things that I don't want to see
I blew on the sail
Watched it drift out to sea
The further it drifted the closer it came to me
I can't explain
So I took it apart built a billion boxes
There was only one key

You might think I'm your enemy
But that don't make you mine
And all I have now is empathy
I wish that you'd stop trying
Oh, please stop lying

Stop la la la la la la la
La la la la la...

I put hatred in a box then I locked it
The strongest one I made
I buried it all, grew a tree without thorns
And sat beneath the shade

You might think I'm your enemy
But that don't make you mine
And all I have now is empathy
I wish that you'd stop trying
Oh please stop lying

Please stop la la la la la la
La la la la la...
La la la la la...

They make sense, don't they.
Well, how i'd wish i didn't have to leave this world of talking to myself and seeing what i'd write here on this rectangular box, but i have to.
Camp reporting time has to be brought forward. I'm on MC, but i shall neither "keng" or "wayang" and just go for camp. I have course tmrw. starts at 7.45am and activities for camp ends 2am tonight. Someone wish me luck.
Off to packing...

and to answer perngs.
i'm not busy. i just don't want to say why my dp has been there for so long. I have nothing better to put anyway. and my tiger(s) are so cute. *bites*

okay. ciao.