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jampacked life.
Friday, June 27, 2008

Hello all who read this post. (I decided not to say that nobody reads it =D)
Its 6.53am ==; what am i doing.
Well, its all because i'm just a little jampacked. Too much commitment, too much work. But i guess i'm doing my best coping and deciding to wake up early in the morning to do some work. Trigo, in this case, but i just got a little bored and decide to... exercise my stiff fingers from early morning by doing some typing. No one's on msn so i guess this blog's a nice place for me to type some crap and exercise my fingers. lol.
Oh right, CIP. Leaving in.. 15 minutes zohmygawd.
Okay, last math qn before i leave.
ciao~

Thank you.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Haha another day where i'm down. maybe i should say YET another day that i'm down.
I've got stacks of work, matters (family and school god damn them both) to deal with while given a stupidly short time frame. Oh, not to forget the physical strain on my body after soccer training. I feel like shit.
Where's the moral support when your'e needing it.
maybe it'll never come.
Well, if your'e actually reading this, thank you. i thought nobody would.

That was fast.
Saturday, June 21, 2008

Today's the 22nd. Today's sunday. Today's last day of holidays. Tomorrow's 23rd. Tomorrow's monday. Tomorrow's the first day of term three in school. Damn. That was fast.
The holidays just flew right past me. This holidays really kinda wasted. no wait. I shouldn't use that word.. It really isn't much of my fault! This holidays was way too busy. yes. that's beter. I don't even have enough time to finish up all my work. Lets see what i've got to complete by tomorrow, technically. Both assignments and ACE..
Physics ray diagrams
GSM
maths worksheet
LOTF discussion forum
LOTF journals chap 5
LOTF journals chap 6
LOTF journals chap 7
LOTF journals chap 8
LOTF journals chap 9
LOTF journals chap 10
LOTF journals chap 11
LOTF journals chap 12
Smoke. It's impossible for me to finish already la. If i were to finish everything today, today has to have about.. 30 hours? yea maybe that's not even enough.. Too bad. I guess i'll have to piah down as much as i can ba..
Well, i should look on the bright side more. Like duh. I managed to finish most of my work! SMILE! And i survived 4 camps. AND got a really cute teddy!
Now let me find that picture on my ever cluttered desktop..


CUTE RIGHT ZOHMYGOD.
lol. New hugging partner. The tag even writes "huggable bear". Oh well, guess its meant to be. HUGGED. haha.
Okay. I realised i just spent 15 minutes blogging. best. blogging on a blog that nobody really reads at all. Maybe one or two people. Oh well, back to work. ray diagrams.. sian.

Unlucky or retribution?
Wednesday, June 18, 2008

I've got nothing to say this leaves me silent. How unlucky can i get. Things go upside down all the time.
I hate that short fuse i have, really. Apologies to songken for blasting you during NPCC. Really was quite pissed you were just really unlucky to have been my uh.. "ma4 xiang4". No hard feelings, really.
Anyway, spring clean at NPCC sucked upside down. seriously. First the cleaning off the stains on the wall with a stupid piece of cloth. I ended up using my fingers to rub them off and now i've got torn skin.
Wall was fine, at least i sms-ed and listened to music through it. Floor was irritating. piss me off. Hardened kiwi shoe polish, paint, whatever rust stain or who in the world might know what that is all stuck on the floor and we had to use fingernails to scrape them off. Sucked. Really. I don't see the rational behind working so hard and sacrificing physical pain to get a stupid floor clean. THe most painful and illogical fact is that the floor would get dirty again, within a single week or two.
oh right, and still being rather emotional through the session really really doesn't help. But now i feel better bah, i guess.
But of course there's still more pissing things to come. At poolside, i couldn't do anything right. There were no knives for me to cut my fish with. like what the hell. I couldn't eat my fries. For some unknown reason my hands kept trembling really badly while i ate my fries. It was the most insane feeling one could feel, really.
Next was the phonecall about jeremy's harddisk crashing. FOR GOD'S SAKE THAT REALLY DID NOT HAVE TO HAPPEN. Good shit, time to re-do some work. No, not SOME work. I guess ALOT OF WORK would sound more correct. Sigh. But bo bian la, just work more sleep less lor. Sorry, if i find myself unavailable on Saturday. Don't blame me.
OH OH. Of course there were good things today! Peach tea tasted as good as ever. haha.
When i got back i insanely kicked the curb at my house's doorstep. like what the hell, ouch. Now i've got a bruised foot. Sigh. At least that cute white tiger still sits on the shelf cutely for me to hug and sniff. lol.
Well, all these unhappy happenings. I wonder its unlucky, or maybe retribution. The world probably knows how evil i am and maybe lao3 tian1 ye2 just decided to pwn my ass as a punishment. Well, whatever it is, unluckiness or retribution, i guess i'll have to accept it and still work my ass off (preferably harder) and move on.
You could say life's beautiful, but it's not going to be simple and easy.
I seem to be in paradise city (song by guns n' roses) already but well, surviving in there isn't a bed of roses..
Guess that's the harsh reality. Time to get myself back to work...
Thanks, to all that talked to me last night. It helped me feel better, i guess.

chances upon.

hello world. I chance upon my own blog while blog hopping for the first time this month, surprised to find myself at a familiar paged that spelled "PN'S BLOG". I realised its dead crap, having not been updated for nearly a month.
*crack neck*
I just woke up from an hour-long nap. So that's gonna help me work later tonight. Sigh. I should always change my status when i get my fat ass to sleep. Now i "daoed" rachel by accident. No hard feelings ==;
Anyway, i just got back from council's mid year review. Activities were really fun, although i have to say the feedback given from the teachers, according to council mentor was not exactly very positive, but that required proportion of fun and serious times were still present. Back from MYR, down at mediacorp filming for some kind of records challenge thing. Wasn't really as.. fun as i thought. But for the school, i guess it was rather okay. Hopefully we actually win something out of today's uh.. human/t-shirt montage.
After that i never felt well and went home (still coughing badly). Oh wait. random jump. i just realised that i hadn't mentioned i'm on a super bad cough and uber tight chest. grah. okay, having said it now, you shld know. GO HOME! played a game of dota, got thrashed, did some english work, some uh.. admin work, wanted to hug my bolster and think and perhaps relax for 10 minutes and once i closed my eyes i got to the other world. wake up, pissed, listening to london bridge (14 songs from where i previously left off in my playlist). Great crap. slep an hour, takes me another 20 minutes to settle down, that calls for 1 hour 20 minutes of later night work. i intended to sleep at 11.30. smells like 1am now..
Oh right, the word tomorrow.. good or bad, i don't know. Schedule sounds like 9am fall in for NPCC spring clean till 12 noon. CRP/IVP ppt. 4.30 nat and co comes over for IVP. 8pm to 10pm songken comes over for IH. boring and tiring day. but one nice thing would be sylvia coming back from aussie. that'd be cool.
*sniffs softtoy (drug ball)*
wow. 8.04pm. Time flies when 1) you blog. 2) you sleep. 3) you talk.. I need more time, i mean, who doesn't. I wish there could be this time machine that could bring me back 2 weeks in time. i'd.. i'd.... hug all my completed homework, newly bought softtoys and uh.. some memories perhaps, and jump straight into the bloody machine. I need more time.
Okay. seeing that stupid number on the bottom right hand corner of my screen change again makes me nervous. 8.05pm now.
Talk less, do more.
ciao~