Unlucky or retribution?
I've got nothing to say this leaves me silent. How unlucky can i get. Things go upside down all the time.
I hate that short fuse i have, really. Apologies to songken for blasting you during NPCC. Really was quite pissed you were just really unlucky to have been my uh.. "ma4 xiang4". No hard feelings, really.
Anyway, spring clean at NPCC sucked upside down. seriously. First the cleaning off the stains on the wall with a stupid piece of cloth. I ended up using my fingers to rub them off and now i've got torn skin.
Wall was fine, at least i sms-ed and listened to music through it. Floor was irritating. piss me off. Hardened kiwi shoe polish, paint, whatever rust stain or who in the world might know what that is all stuck on the floor and we had to use fingernails to scrape them off. Sucked. Really. I don't see the rational behind working so hard and sacrificing physical pain to get a stupid floor clean. THe most painful and illogical fact is that the floor would get dirty again, within a single week or two.
oh right, and still being rather emotional through the session really really doesn't help. But now i feel better bah, i guess.
But of course there's still more pissing things to come. At poolside, i couldn't do anything right. There were no knives for me to cut my fish with. like what the hell. I couldn't eat my fries. For some unknown reason my hands kept trembling really badly while i ate my fries. It was the most insane feeling one could feel, really.
Next was the phonecall about jeremy's harddisk crashing. FOR GOD'S SAKE THAT REALLY DID NOT HAVE TO HAPPEN. Good shit, time to re-do some work. No, not SOME work. I guess ALOT OF WORK would sound more correct. Sigh. But bo bian la, just work more sleep less lor. Sorry, if i find myself unavailable on Saturday. Don't blame me.
OH OH. Of course there were good things today! Peach tea tasted as good as ever. haha.
When i got back i insanely kicked the curb at my house's doorstep. like what the hell, ouch. Now i've got a bruised foot. Sigh. At least that cute white tiger still sits on the shelf cutely for me to hug and sniff. lol.
Well, all these unhappy happenings. I wonder its unlucky, or maybe retribution. The world probably knows how evil i am and maybe lao3 tian1 ye2 just decided to pwn my ass as a punishment. Well, whatever it is, unluckiness or retribution, i guess i'll have to accept it and still work my ass off (preferably harder) and move on.
You could say life's beautiful, but it's not going to be simple and easy.
I seem to be in paradise city (song by guns n' roses) already but well, surviving in there isn't a bed of roses..
Guess that's the harsh reality. Time to get myself back to work...
Thanks, to all that talked to me last night. It helped me feel better, i guess.
I hate that short fuse i have, really. Apologies to songken for blasting you during NPCC. Really was quite pissed you were just really unlucky to have been my uh.. "ma4 xiang4". No hard feelings, really.
Anyway, spring clean at NPCC sucked upside down. seriously. First the cleaning off the stains on the wall with a stupid piece of cloth. I ended up using my fingers to rub them off and now i've got torn skin.
Wall was fine, at least i sms-ed and listened to music through it. Floor was irritating. piss me off. Hardened kiwi shoe polish, paint, whatever rust stain or who in the world might know what that is all stuck on the floor and we had to use fingernails to scrape them off. Sucked. Really. I don't see the rational behind working so hard and sacrificing physical pain to get a stupid floor clean. THe most painful and illogical fact is that the floor would get dirty again, within a single week or two.
oh right, and still being rather emotional through the session really really doesn't help. But now i feel better bah, i guess.
But of course there's still more pissing things to come. At poolside, i couldn't do anything right. There were no knives for me to cut my fish with. like what the hell. I couldn't eat my fries. For some unknown reason my hands kept trembling really badly while i ate my fries. It was the most insane feeling one could feel, really.
Next was the phonecall about jeremy's harddisk crashing. FOR GOD'S SAKE THAT REALLY DID NOT HAVE TO HAPPEN. Good shit, time to re-do some work. No, not SOME work. I guess ALOT OF WORK would sound more correct. Sigh. But bo bian la, just work more sleep less lor. Sorry, if i find myself unavailable on Saturday. Don't blame me.
OH OH. Of course there were good things today! Peach tea tasted as good as ever. haha.
When i got back i insanely kicked the curb at my house's doorstep. like what the hell, ouch. Now i've got a bruised foot. Sigh. At least that cute white tiger still sits on the shelf cutely for me to hug and sniff. lol.
Well, all these unhappy happenings. I wonder its unlucky, or maybe retribution. The world probably knows how evil i am and maybe lao3 tian1 ye2 just decided to pwn my ass as a punishment. Well, whatever it is, unluckiness or retribution, i guess i'll have to accept it and still work my ass off (preferably harder) and move on.
You could say life's beautiful, but it's not going to be simple and easy.
I seem to be in paradise city (song by guns n' roses) already but well, surviving in there isn't a bed of roses..
Guess that's the harsh reality. Time to get myself back to work...
Thanks, to all that talked to me last night. It helped me feel better, i guess.