Hello world :D

I'm not happy ):

there's something wrong with me. haha. maybe i deserved it from the start.
but i shan't look back anymore. who cares.
so what if i die of this. okay wait, i can't die from this.

Anyway, played pool yet again today (:
See damian, IRC is a good place. to play pool, at least. Won the first four lost the next two. but still fun anyway. haha thanks for being good company (:

I don't know what to do. I'm quite bothered ( don't bother asking why i won't tell you. nearly zero people i will tell because nearly zero people i trust)
I'm fated to meet with these things.
I can't run, I can't swim. I CAN'T EVEN SIT PROPERLY. god hates me, i know he does.

Anyway, songs are nice. i shall put lots and lots of youtube embeds in a moment, in a separate post. haha. Okay. maybe just a few but ah well..

I realised that people can tell how i'm feeling through songs. good then, maybe more people will understand how i feel more now (:

HAH why am i talking like a misunderstood child all the time. Nobody even tries, so they can't misunderstand me at all. HAHA. okay.

I'm saving money. by right i think i should have about 70+50due to come+ another 13 due to come. DAMIAN, POP PRESENT THE MONEY RETURN TO MEHHHH.

sigh, why should i bother saving money. I spend it to buy things for other people. But in the end, i don't even know if i'm doing any good by doing that. maybe, maybe not. anyway, timyap shall get a birthday present next year, since i'm feeling rich and he's a nice chairman with nice shoulders to rest my chin on xD

okay. time for the next post-ful of embeds :D