Haha, a bored soul who has been past a day of mixed emotions.

Today. what did i do today. lol. i totally forgot. in fact, its yesterday already. sian, time passes too quickly for comfort. Anyway, i swam today. yay i feel slightly less fat :D

Went to school, was santa clause for 3 seconds, went to play pool at IRC. yay. play 11, lose 10. how sucky can things get for me. I feel like a bigfat slut ):

Some people will know why, some people will wonder why. ANYWAY, DON'T ASK ME. I'm one of those who wonder why. haha

I wanted to upload pictures. that was plan A. but it failed because i'm lazy. so plan B is just to crap for moments till i feel tired enough to fall into a coma. haha

crapcrapcrap.

oh, lets be mean and straightforward. If i hurt you, i'm sorry. If i said sorry and your'e still hurt, i don't know what to do. If you think i sorry too often, too bad that's me. If you hate me that way, i don't really care either. Haha. hate me, i'm drunk. I'm not a good person anyway. Going on alcohol all the time. ah well.

Yes, i'm over and done with that. Thanks to someone for helping me get over that matter. yay.

Thanks to someone for lending me four dollars today also.

I wonder if someone is sleeping or not.

I think someone hates me.

I think alot of people hate me.

Its okay, i think i hate nobody, so that's my part of the job done.

I think i'm a jerk to alot of people, but i've tried not to be one. Still find me one? Too bad, keep away from me then.

I think i'm a grouchy person at this point of time.

I think i'm a burden to a lot of people.

I think people burden me a lot too

But i don't think that's fair trade.

I think i'm mad studying physics

I think i'm mad playing ragnarok over again

I think i'm crazy, saving up for no reason.

I think i'm crazy, i overdosed anti-biotics because i forgot i too them already.

I think i'm stupid, because i blogged this load of crap.

I think i'm tired and i'm ending this here.